Turn to HIM

Re-connect

There comes a time in our life,
that we are wary of a missing piece in our soul,
that despite our achievements,
there is a flaw somewhere,
and we are left teetering on the brink of emptiness and despair.

Then we started to question ourselves, "what is wrong with me?"
I used to think that it's a disease; to feel like you are not good enough sometimes,
or that something is missing in your life 
I realized now, it is exceptionally okay to feel that way; to feel insufficient, or unloved.
Feelings are divine, and absolutely normal.
I figured out, whatever God bestows upon us can a blessing, a lesson, or both.
Feelings are both.
It's a way of God, asking us to take a step back and reflect, coz we are still very much, a sinner.
It's a way of God, showing us that even if we are missing out on something, He will reimburse with something better

Truth has it, we can't have everything that we want,
but we can have everything that He wanted us to have.
God certainly loves His people,
but He does not satisfy idolatrous desires.
Instead of navigating through the treacherous of being controlled by the feeling of insufficiency,
we can try to accept what we feel,
take the time to reflect on ourselves once in a while,
wear our best apologies and stay connected.
If you ever feel this way,
I hope you are able to loop back, and re-connect incessantly. If not with people, at least with God.

-eshastellas

Turn back, make a tight connection with Allah, so that nothing can break it.